Embracing/Defacing Greatness:
Defined by those sudden, condensed, singularly disembowelling moments, where you must discern between - Friends and Equals.
Defined by the hitherto unknown, palpable absence of vagrancy, confusion, dithering of any kind - except that borne out of this very state of unusual resoluteness.
Defined - sadly - by the rising degrees of tedium that mark every passing act of Kindness. As opposed to acts allegiant to the Intellect. How will the yielding heart and the precision-drill mind reconcile?
Ach. Growing pains. I need Father Bhaer.